As a child I was taught that you are beautiful the way you are but this philosophy has changed into my teenage years. Now it is - you have to change what you look like and what you enjoy for boys. You can't say certain things but always says others. I'm stinking tired of the flip-flop idea. I want to be myself but will I be single forever? As much as I like to tell myself I don't want to get married or children I know that I'm desperate for that type of life (not now, mind you but 7 years or so.) Recently, my youth director Bryan posted a quote on his facebook. It was that God created you perfectly. So if I am perfect why can't I get a decent guy to fall for me?
Maybe it is because Valentine's Day is around the corner but I've been feeling a little confused about love.
Such is life my non-existent readers. See you in a few weeks.
Sending Good Vibes,
Courtney
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