So I'm doing amazingly well at updating. False.
As I talk to my fellow classmates about certain colleges requiring 3 - 4 essays I'm curious, is it necessary? I also wonder how unequal it becomes when some students have their AP English teacher edit their papers while others edit it themselves. When does it stop becoming the student's paper and becomes the teacher's?
I sometimes wish I could write using large words and flowing lines.
I sometimes wish I listened to music that wasn't mainstream.
I sometimes wish I had the confidence to wear clothes that would be fashionable in NYC but not Ohio.
I sometimes wish I could be happy with being size 2.
I sometimes wish I could control my Anxiety Disorder and people understood it.
But...
I love my pale skin.
I love my organizational skills.
I love that I have my best friend always with me.
I love how easily I cry while watching romantic comedies.
I love myself.